19July2012

I love to blog. it get the primordial ooze that is in me out and into the world where we can all see it.  And I an sure one of you will through a cigarette butt on to it to kill it or maybe let it live and turn into a beatutiful Chimera that will run amuck in the streets.  We can only hope.  So here is the rundown I gave a bit of it on FB but now I can dileneate with great fortitude.  As I said I broke my hand which really hurts by the way, I am not having much love for the folks at Mat-su Regional Hospital.  All they did after I set it myself was say "oh we think it is sprained"  Left me in a hospital bed from Sunday to Monday giving opiates and phenobabrbital.  Now anyonew with an inliking of doctorin learning would know that I need some anti-inflammatories.  So the lead person there came and said that I was going to need to Anchorage for drug treatment, all the while keeping in mind they were giving me opiates and phenobabrbital.  Now I have attended AA, NA and other types of *A because pepple believe that I need to.  I have done to his to keep the peace and go witht the possibility that I migh have a problem.  So After I got out of the hospital I was sent home in a cab only to find a nice youg Police officer waiting for me at my house whom informed that MY Mother.  On the advice of the hospital staff and the police decided to set me up with a resteraining order.  In which she states that she is fearful for he life.  OK, Step back I Love my mom with all of my heart, she drives me crazy but I don't think I would off her, If II did all of the money would dry up.  So I was supposed to go off to some other place that would be at least 500 feet from her.  Don't get me wrong if Mom genuinely feels this I will move heaven and earth to make her feek better.  The thing is I think she was coericered into and that is wrong.  Mom is already starting with alzheimer's and the last thing she needs is this.  I am out of the hospital and not using the drugs that they were pushing on me nor and other ones.  So where does this leaves us, I am living in a field some where and talking to Mom to make sure sure she is taking care of.  I have power of attorney over her which is the last thing I want to use but made I need to get my own retstraining order on her.  In nutshell this is fucked up.