Welcome young urchins to this my blog of complaints and insights into the world around us. As most of you know I am currently homeless and staying at the shelter in Anchorage. Now while this is a temporary setback it is still a reality and one I have to deal with on a daily basis. I have been earning money through day labour and am trying to save some money here and there but trust one night in a hotel with a real bed is hella worth the 100 bucks. Especially when you don't have to deal withthe drunks, spiceheads and just plain weirdos that are really testing me this week.
I smoke cigarettes I don't however smok pot, I makes me all paranoid and crap and I would rather be happy than all wigged out. So when someone asks me for a cigarette I am usually very happy to oblige thinking in the greater scheme of things Karma will give me one when I need it. No..Karma does not deal in Smokes. Every person I have asked for a smoke when I am in need has turned me away causing me to have this implosion of hatred towards all of those I gave cancer sticks to in the first place. FUCK...
I tried to call my mom to no avail my cousins Barb and Skip are holding her ransom and I hope she is pissing them off with her constant complaining and bigotry, to be honest I couldn't really deal with it any more so I am kind of glad they have to deal with her and not me anymore. cest la vie!!!
The one thing that I have been keeping track off in the news is this Edward Snowden guy. You know I have said that I think he is a patriot and should heralded instead of indicted. unlike the Rosenbergsthat sold secrets to the ruskies this man showed his own country that its' governtment was spying on the general populace, not that we didn't already kind of guess they were. I mean come on really was it that much of a surprise to us all. I really want to go to the local FBI office and see if they have a file on me and calculate just how much time and money was spent collecting data on me alone? Some no good miscreant that has a loud mouth, go figure but that is what these agencies do. there fore I think I will start wearing one red shoe and carry an umbrella just to really freak them out. oh and carry an ol 110 film camera just for the hell of it.
What really bumbs me out is that Hunter S. Thompson checked out way to early and missed all of this or maybe he had the were for all to know where we as a nation were going? I don't know, but I am glad to keep the torch going hell if they spend all their time on me then they'll miss the real threat to America? Which is, Hell I don't know it's not illegal Mexicans I thin it's the Canadians but then again I really like them so if we had to clean up our cities like theirs maybe it wouldn't be so bad, eh?
Last but not least Doctors...I meant and spent the day a couple of days ago with a cancer survivor that I met totally unexpectedly by giving me a smoke of all things outside of Frd Meyers. She was so awesome and understanding about life it was incredible. She showed me her several wigs and was just so damned down to earth it was great. I found out we share the some of the same meds me with my kidney problems and her with her radiation. She is a big advocate for Marijuana and I have to say so am I, not that i will use it, because like I said it makes me wonky, but she reall needed to eat the poor thing maybe weighed 90 lbs and you could see it on her that it was wearing her down. I have met and dealt with cancer death in my life several times and I am hopeful that she will pull out of it all.
So, back to my original intent. I was booted out of the shelter for three days because I didn't do my chore which was clean the windows or something like that. I have thus repented my transgression and have done my daily penance so I can have my flea infested mat to sleep on rather than the cold hard concrete and exposure to the elements thank you kind sirs. But then again in a few days I will be on my 30 days out. It's 30 in and 30 out so camping it will be. Pray for good weather. Aloha!!!
