Through a glass darkly

This has not ben an easy week for anyone.  I could bitch and complain about things but that leads to no end.  In times like these we need Healing.  There is an open wound in America, just like on my foot(Didn't I tell you a sewer gator jumped out and bit my left foot) and it needs to heal.  The one good thing is that we all know that when a bone is broken it it heals 2 times stronger.

We can't stitch this one back together we need to make a bond that is stronger to keep us united.  Don't worry about what the rest of the world sees us as right now.  We need to recuperate and get stronger and then come back out swinging, because that's what you do in life.

Yes it was a racist attack, Yes it was a terrorist attack and Yes it was American on American attack.  We invented the terrorist strikes during the war for independence.  All the world has looked to us as the original rebels and there is disorder in our house.  Now there were others I don't mean that we actually invented guerilla warfare but, we sure as hell perfected it.  

What we need to do now is retreat and heal there has been to much racial tensions all around the USA.  Lets worry about something more than us like the climate and our environment.  we are to self occupied by these simplistic things that we forget the big picture and in the end.  Boom. Big a batta boom.

So, what are we gonna do destroy ourselves or heal ourselves.

And by the way there is only one use for a gun.

Anchorage City jail tour for yelp!!!lady

I was arrested I went to jail, it was actually pretty comical way I got there, of course it would be.  I had been squatting in my Dorm/Apt. for about a less than a week.  When I decided to cook some steaks.  Well, I used the Frying pan and the fire alarm went off and I am not supposed to be in there and there was a warrant for my arrest from evil-overlord Wal-Mart.  Did I need the incense burners well the dorm room was smelling a little off.  So my defense for the Wal-mart charge was going to be The Officer didn't give me my miranda rights but my Public Pretender (defender) Mike Graper, whom I fired saying it was a long shot.  So I ended pleading out to a no contest.  But what I did this time was to take not of the prison facilities around Anchorage and the way people are treated.  I like to think as not being a hardened Criminal but rather nice kind of guy.

I go to use the phone in the cell block and am told that I am using the wrong phone.  That's the black phone and that one's the Samoan phone.  Well, ok I was born in the philipines so which one is used for that!!  Welcome to Racism 101  From a young black man and then again at meal time all Black men were fed before anyone else. I apologized to Fat Albert and his crew.  I then gave up my phone call to to my attorney a one I would for many time.  Now if my Attorney would talk to me and as to a human being and not child for that matter.

Most of the guards at AJ Are pretty good, although one rather demeaning lady would rather have had us on 24- hour lock down mean ole bitty needs to get laid don't take it out on us. so I gets Floor bunk the boat a piece of plastic and a mat that has more bed bugs than you would expect.  Not a step up from Brother Francis I should say.  I got moved around to two different types half way houses, my property( things I had on me) One's more lax'ed you can Smoke in them.  Plus I red 10 while in their.  now I have to catch up on my x-wing series and star trek.

I have no problem with my paying debt to society for the stupid things I do.  Have at it as a whole the one thing I would take away from this to say to my sons what I did was wrong.

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